The one
true spiritual adviser from my past, Fr. Martin … once stated to me… a “true
mystic will seem crazy to the world, not living in reality and the stark
difference between what a mystic “sees” in visions or locutions can at times
drive them crazy … in essence the “true mystic lives in a totally different
reality” than everyone else and they have no one to relate to… hence the “true
mystic must constantly pray to the Holy Spirit for guidance”… for the true
mystic will not get such guidance from anyone in the church or the secular
world … those statements from Fr. Martin are a 1,000 % true!
Also over
a decade ago a Jesuit priest told me this … “a true mystic will be destroyed by
the church”, for theirs is message contrary to the establishment / corporation
of the church… this Jesuit went on to say … “this is why the inquisition
happened” this Jesuit went on to say …the Catholic Church sought out visionary
voices contrary to their dogma… hence the Catholic Church sought to silence the
word of God, not promote it…in an effort to establish power on earth coming in
the name of God … I have seen this first hand within the hierarchy of the
church for I was in a very unique position to do so …
A
“mystic” is uncomfortable in this world, they do not fit in and “normal
conversations” are on some level annoying to them, and the threat of losing
their life through diseases, viruses, etc. are not a threat, indeed it is a
hope for them, they are not suicidal, but death is considered a reward to them,
not a threat. In my opinion you will or would never see a “true mystic” lining
up for any experimental vaccines, especially ones that actually change the RNA
or DNA of the human body created by God … mystics and true spirituality is
based in “metaphysics” and free will, in order to be victimize by evil you have
to choose it on some level … there is always a curse or a blessing set before
you …
Case in
point salvation is free, it is based within you and your faith, not inside the
walls of the Vatican or any given church, the keys of the kingdom are within
the soul, God is an equal opportunity Creator and Savior … either you believe
He is or you do not, clear and simple and if you believe God to be truly your
Father / Creator, you will go to Him, not man … not any man, even those
supposedly coming in his name… God did not create us to follow a hierarchy, God
created us as His children if we choose to be … God did not create us to be
“obedient” to earthy manmade dogmas, He created us to be obedient to Him… you
will know this if you pray for the Holy Spirit to teach you this… the last
spiritual director I had (a priest) stated this to me… you do not need a
spiritual director at this point you need to constantly pray the Holy Spirit
for guidance and discernment… discernment is an odd thing … call it a hunch…
call it an extraordinary sense of things …
call it you just know something is not right…call it bad energy or bad
ju-ju …or just call it a sense of “knowing”
the more you pray to the Holy Spirit the more this type of “sense” will
be sent to you …
But there
also has to be free will that is how metaphysics / spirituality works … case in
point … “free” covid vaccines … first they filled humanity with fear (fear is
never sent by God; God will allow you to be tested by fear though) … fear that
these viruses will kill you … fear that getting close to other people might
kill you … do not visit the sick they said … do not visit the elderly in your
families they said… close down places of worship they said… do not get together
to pray they said …the list of do nots was endless… endless fear … which a
majority of people brought into, just to stay alive to cling to this earthly life… people did the exact opposite of the
works of charity… they cared about themselves more than others… they allowed
their relatives and friends to die alone in nursing homes and hospitals, they
allowed their churches to remain closed instead of lining up by the thousands
at hospitals to see their relatives or friends or breaking down the doors of
locked churches to get in … in essence they obey man and not the ways of God ….
They made the choice and when a vaccine came out that was not tested on human
beings and labeled dangerous by many … they made the choice to save their own
lives And follow man (thus they used their free will to choose man, not God) …
for it is written try
to save your life and you will lose it … lose your life and God will save you…
it is/ was always based on faith and trust in God… not man… who is bigger to
you … God or a virus … God or man …
A mystic or an enlightened
soul has a lonely existence in this life, yet they are rich in God… but many
times, maybe most of the time they have to leave their family and friends
behind for they cannot co-exist with them, their philosophy and spirituality
are in conflict... they can literally see the ties many have to the world and not
to God, so it is best to step away and brush the dust from your feet … you are
not the Savior to anyone… and if anyone loves something of this earth more than
God, the mystic is in metaphysical conflict
with that soul and this includes family and friends … this does not mean you disconnect,
from acts of charity … but you give to the needy not the greedy or the evil and
the Holy Spirit will guide you …
I did not choose to
be a Catholic, my parents made that choice for me and this is wrong… the Catholic
Church takes away the free will of a soul, when that soul does not get to exercise
its free will… I do not think now I would choose to be a Catholic to much
corruption within the corporation … I do “choose” the Eucharist and if one really
reads and meditates upon the writings of Faustian (when she speaks to the Eucharist
only being Christ if you believe it, not upon the consecration) and Teresa of
Ávila’s near distain for the
rosary and other prayers, you see they were not “typical Catholics either” and
their message was not truly Catholic as we know it to be…
The early Church
fathers decided what we could read and what they considered to be “heretical”,
in essence they took away free will and the acts of the Holy Spirit who is the
only teacher of truth in the mystic’s world… and in your inner world
The church is sorely
lacking in spirituality and soul searching, they are locked into power and
glory on earth … and as such I reject them … in the name of Jesus Christ, I
reject them…
I do believe the Gnostic
gospels offer more in the way of spirituality and truth … as to the cosmic nature
of God and the need metaphysically of free will to get to salvation … it is not
through any given religion but via your choosing it …
And the nature of
reality … does anyone really know what that means … certainly church fathers
did not know such over a thousand years ago, we do not know so now … are we
truly “solid creatures” or are we a hyped up illusion a holograph of sorts …
using a “body” so our souls can learn and choose God via free will …the major
fall back for the church fathers with the Gnostic gospels was they did not believe
Christ was a “true man”… but what the heck is a “true man”… if society is teaching
us anything now it is “gender” humanness can be bent and physiologically change
within human thought and actions and it is now human law to allow it to be …
So just what is it to
be a “real man” … if we are “considered” real man, via the church’s definition
of such, then logically society today can say “Christ was/is transgender” for
it is the law of the land and within the human thought now …
The church fathers
did Christ a disservice by labeling him “like us”, my opinion is that Christ
came to make us like him, after the fall we were no longer like “Christ” made
in the image of God … our literal DNA to be a “true human” made in God’s image
changed in the Garden of Eden after the fall… and Satan tries to satin it even
more now …
We are told by science
we are carbon based beings and this is true … but was that our true nature,
when God created us … or were Adam and Eve “light based beings”… Christ was and
is a “light based being” clearly demonstrated during the transfiguration and I believe
also demonstrated in the Eucharist for the souls who see it… as Faustina saw it…
and I believe this is why it is dangerous to eternal life to cling to your “earthly
existence” and do whatever it takes to stay alive in this form …
When I would speak to a priest in the past … I would say … “I had a vision or a locution of God or the BVM” … then I would add … yet I did not see them … it is metaphysically Schrodinger cat, there but not there....
… the vision is there yet it is not there, for no man has ever seen or heard the glories of God … so no mystic or visionary has ever really “seen” God or a heavenly creature … they are “seeing” a projection of such, AKA the works of the Holy Spirit… they are seeing another reality that co-exists with us in the here and now, but many cannot see for their eyes are locked into the “reality of this world” and keeping their current existence alive …you have to let that go in order to ascend … the battle is in this unseen world...
So why this post today … for it is the anniversary of my 1st Holy Communion and today I will go to “the light” who is Christ … so many decades ago when first I received the Eucharist I did not know what the heck it was… for me it was a pretty dress and a party … nothing more… I grew into the Eucharist, via the Holy Spirit … not the teachings of the church, they for the most part call it just “a meal” or a reason to be in communion with each other … no … it is a direct connection to God, to light … to whom we were originally created to be.. the child of God …
This is who you really are ... a child of the light
In this very grand composition Raphael has summed up all the elements present in the best of contemporary painting. Light and its effects are a dominant pictorial theme of The Transfiguration
The composition of The Transfiguration is divided into two distinct parts: the Miracle of the Possessed Boy on a lower level; and the Transfiguration of Christ on Mount Tabor, in the background. The transfigured Christ floats in an aura of light and clouds above the hill, accompanied by Moses and Elijah. Below, on the ground, are his disciples. Some are dazzled by the light of glory, others are in prayer
